trying to stay awake

my head hurts, i so want to get in bed but im waiting for zach to go to sleep. i think i might actually fall asleep in this hard wooden chair. strangly that even sounds comfortable. dont get me wrong, usually im a night person and id be able to stay up all night but we had a crazy fourth and im wore out.

pray for me!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to stay awake.
i just yawned again. =(

MJ

if anyone doesnt know what MJ stands for its- Micheal Jackson the 'king of pop'. he died a few days ago and sorry to all you pop freaks out there but i wasn't at the least bit sad.he was thought to be a child molester after all. anyway, pop really isnt my kind of music im more of the metal, hard rock, kind. but dont get me wrong i loves me some thriller! THRILLER! i liked his music before he made himself ugly and when he was a kid. i mean, he bleached himself, killed his own nose, and married elves daughter. thats the king of pop for yeah.

oh and did anyone notice in thriller he says- its so scary it almost stops your heart. isnt it a little weird that he died by his heart stopping?=0

busy summer

sorry i haven't posted lately. busy summer, a lot of things have happened lately, plus i discovered facebook. first off ill tell you the recent events. yesterday austin, me, and matt worked up a plan to let us spend the night on Friday, ill get more into that on my other blog 'twin wolfs'. in other news zachs been coming over almost everyday now and we've really got into some adventures. we spied on the girl up the street, and ended up stealing her dog because we thought as mean as she was she probably had hurt it in some way.
we played dodge ball with w stuffed foot yesterday. zach said it was to hot to go out side and i said we had to get some kind of training in, that's what we resorted to.

oh and i cant believe nobody toke the time to tell me about facebook before now. its awesome! you can take quizzes, you can chat and keep up with your friends, and most importantly you can have a farm on farm town. farm town is really the only reason im on facebook, its very addicting. though i am not lacking on my training, its actually improved.

in other news im writing a new book, i have most of the plot down and i have wrote 8 pages already, i started the day before yesterday and that's good considering all the other things i have to stuff in. its about dragons, i know i know, kind of lame but its not as cheesy as most dragon books. ill tell you more about it tomorrow.

my grandmother has started an exercising plan with her neighbor, walking 2 miles a day. to me, that doesn't seem like much-or anything at all, but to 65 year old ladies its quiet the chore.

well, i guess that's all for now, hope i catch you next time.
bye.

well tomorrow is 5th sunday, the first one without cain. he used to be my BF and was still my friend. he moved to alabama with his dad. zach has been on vacation this week so i trained a lone. me and my little sis emily get wet on the trampilion friday when my nanny caught us off gaurd.

speaking of my sis she isnt feeling go, pray for her, k?

well, i already miss meghan my BFF. i also miss nick her brother, Brian[ a little], Carl, Miranda, and many more of my friends. nick and meghan are like my brother and sister and i think i might die before summers over!

in other news someone found my math book and i dont have to pay 60 bucks for it. im also excited about my awesome birthday party this weekend, see 'twin wolf' blog for details. amber turned it in, how nice. this summer we plan to go to the camping grounds three times, twice with the cousins, youth camp, and my dads boss offered to let us stay in his beach house. im happy, my world did turn around and very rapidly to. i guess i just needed some time.

i feel so free without school. i as so stressed last week and now im care free. why cant it be like this all the time?

im overjoyed! school is OUT! though some jerk stole my math book and now i have to pay 60 bucks for it! but im also sad. i had to hug all my friends and seeing us all smile, on the bus and in class, brought tears to my eyes. i am hardcore, but im a sap when it comes to saying bye. i have great plans for the summer! i get to go on the church youth trip. im suppose to be in the class yet but who cares, i bet its going to be fun and i hope ill get something out off it. i tell you more of the plans in my 'twin wolf' blog b/c it involves the cousins. anyway, i did have two things happen on my b-day.
1.jason made me stand in front of the whole youth and they sang happy birthday. but...we did get donuts so im happy.
2.my nanny bought me a elertranic bible. AND the card had the chicken dance.[i will also write more about this in 'twin wolfs'.]

please comment, no one ever joins my blogs!

its my birthday! yeah, it is and guess what? im bord to death! why else do you think im sitting here writing this? first i had to take the mct2 for 3 hours and now im sitting at my dads work. i want somehting to happen! so out of the goodness of your heart can you please wish me a happy b-day? if someone doesnt i think i might cry....ha, thats funny, im not a crybaby! but i can be, so comment!